minerva is

GOODBYE

19.1.04
There is no pain you are receding
do not talk to me.do not look fer me either.dun bother sendin me msgs.u'll prolly not hear anything abt me or anything from me fe da nex few days or so..a getaway.my own space.prolly i'll get busy wif the current new job.i'va had enuff troubles and problems in my poisoned mind.its seepin in deeper.
y do they stil come to u?r u their shrink?r u gettin big bux?u listen,but does anyone eva listen to u?do they hear ur soft cries in the middle of the nite?i dun tink so...so y da hell do u care?cuz its in u.its in ur nature.u r ther to burn the lite fer those ard u but at the same time ur meltin.hurtin urself deep down inside.isnt it time to let it all go and shout out u dun fuckin care?maybe not..u luv these pple ard u.
now its numb all over.the heart no longer feels.dun love.dun wan to love.dun wan to care.insensitive?heartless maybe?no?
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the godbrother called up in the evenin to ask how i am.how sweet.its so great to hear his voice cuz we seldom see each otha since we graduated.we practically grew up togeda.was in the same sch eva since our primary sch yrs till tertiary.
love him to bits.i teared everytime i update him abt the ongoins of my life.he fer once has neva eva left me dissappointed and werds of motivation n support came from him.he's my pillar of strength.

minerva posted @ 22:29