minerva is

GOODBYE

21.1.04
The child is grown, the dream is gone
it was the first in 12yrs.im still shaken.but definitely im tryin hard get it off my mind cuz i juz cant seem to concentrate on werk. didnt sleep.it was painful.physically.im in such a mess todae,the swollen-due-to-cries eyes,the soar throat thanx to a chain of nicotine sticks da whole nite and ya..those marks.they's lost the trust they had in me fer 22 yrs.do i still hav the freedom i enjoyed all this while?i guess not.im tryin to handle this myself.not draggin in otha parties.they wanted to noe,im not lettin em get near my fren.cuz its my fault anywae.they are out of town now.i'll talk to em when they get back.i hope they forgive me.

minerva posted @ 11:46