minerva is

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7.10.03
The future teaches you to be alone the present to be afraid and cold
as usual.life still the same.trainin has started.kinda fun.its juz the beginnin tho'.finally a new pair of chucks.a gift from sis.call me emo,call me paranoid.past few days ive noticed some weird things happenin around .em crying.em in the room havin a discussion.everyone keeping quiet at my questions.something is definitely wrong.and im not allowed to know.keepin sumtin from me.then found bits and pieces of wierd stuffs around.gawd..wots happenin?
went for a run again todae after my afternoon nap.the post mortem of the run always makes me feel much better.seems like i've ran away from the loads of troubles.not to mention the calories burn.still remember that one day in school where i juz ran non stop.and after the run ,i juz cried.coz i felt better.even she was shocked when i told her the distance i ran dat dae.
i surprised dad wif banana prata todae.he has been wantin to taste one.luv to see him eat.so selera.den he mentioned,'ingat jugak kau aku nak makan prata ni' . man,i love dat guy.cant imagine us without him.all the sacrifices he made.i dun tink i'll eva be as strong as my dad.dat old man is almost 70 now.and he is goin strong helping others around doin voluntary work.gonna find a man juz like him as my life partner.u tink thers anyone out there like my dad?

minerva posted @ 21:13