minerva is

GOODBYE

7.9.03
a window breaks, down a long, dark street
i hav no idea wot happened to me last nite.a very bad emotional breakdown.cudnt stop cryin.maybe it was da wedding dinna i had attended earlier in da evening.or that matthew mcconauhghey and kate hudson realising they had fallen in love wif each otha scene in howtoloseaguyintendays dat i caught yesterdae.suddenly there was a gust of loneliness,sadness,anger and wothaveyous seeped in.i cudnt control myself.i cried myself to sleep.damn it.i hate it.muz be miss pms.chantal kreviazuk's feels like home keeps playin on my list.gee....
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i was smiling away da day before.grinnin n feelin really bubbly after i had bumped into da first bf.or shud i say first ex.first love.hurrhur.he was smiling back at me too.widely.it was nice seein him again.after a long time.missin dat little baboon.his goofy self.he was da nicest of em all.i dunno y i left him.peer pressure?sigh.but he left me too much on my own.he had his soccer career on da top of his list.he is off to taiwan todae fer an international match fer da under23 squad.all da best to him.do i really wan to see him again?be wif him??are we meant to be?

minerva posted @ 13:06